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Joan Was Thrown From the Ark by LoveMeSomeATLA, literature

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Joan Was Thrown From the Ark

My screams are trapped behind the boarded-up shutters of my lips because to show my teeth would make me a bitch, a whore, a dyke. I am a lioness who has been declawed, a hawk of prey with wings made useless. The fire in me cries out, as she is smothered by a flood of ‘can’ts’ and ‘don’ts’. I’ve been doused, put out, drowned. But in time, oxygen returns to my splintered lungs my lips pry open, incisors bared, razor-tongue dry and although it’s painful, breathing on my own gives me the power that they tried to hold from me. I’ll drag it from their grasp, stuff it down my throat, suck

Alice by LoveMeSomeATLA, literature

Michal by LoveMeSomeATLA, literature

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Michal

I’m the green eyed monster hiding under your parent’s bed. I never wanted to be here in the first place, but there’s too much bitterness in the blood that comes up whenever I bite my tongue and the hollow in my stomach is too big to be filled with reassurances that I can try again and maybe next time and you’re still a mother I’m not a mother, I’m so jealous of mothers Because her baby has ten perfect little toes and her baby has a beautiful smile and her baby is going on two years old but still can’t sleep through the night-- and my baby? My baby’s a thought, a concept, the dream of ever

YJ: Obscurity by LoveMeSomeATLA, literature

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YJ: Obscurity

“Uh, Supey?” “Are you okay?” “Why?” Kid Flash and Artemis gave one another an uneasy look, each daring the other to point out the nearly-inside-out punching bag lying on the gym floor covered with imprints of the half-Kryptonian’s fists. “You just seem a little tense,“ Artemis finally said, twisting the wrist-strap on her water bottle. Kid Flash grimaced and muttered, “More than a little…” Connor didn’t answer, instead kicking at the useless training material with the toe of one boot. He didn’t really want to explain; feelings were messy, and complicated, and

Raconteur by LoveMeSomeATLA, literature

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Raconteur

Raconteur They say that when a phoenix dies A newborn rises from the ashes, carrying Hope on its virgin wings. But the night I was burning There was nothing optimistic about the sense That everything making me whole Was melting away. ‘Another door opens when the first one closes’ Is another sour cliché Meant to soothe the weary soul. But they never said how I’d still spend years Pulling on the locked door’s rusty handle Begging for God to open it. Or how, when I finally turned my back The dark, gnarled wood seemed to be laughing. And even if the old adage states that Time heals all wounds Then Time must on

Yj: The Way I See You by LoveMeSomeATLA, literature

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Yj: The Way I See You

You are the most perfect being in the universe, like a star that never fades or a song that never ends. You smile at me, and I feel worthy and like someone in the world wants me to be here. You are the only person who has never made me feel stupid, or ugly, or dumb. No matter what I do, you make me feel like it's okay. But you're starting to realize that I don't deserve you. You're pulling away from me, ever so slowly like a leaf in the wind. I don't want to be selfish and tell you I don't want you to go.I don't want to hold you back, because you're way too good for me and we both know it. But I will let you go with a fake cheer in my voice,

Bright Bright Lights by LoveMeSomeATLA, literature

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Bright Bright Lights

I miss you. I miss the us we could've been. And that makes me so angry I can't stand myself sometimes. I want to smash things and scream at the top of my lungs because I can't forget about you no matter what I do, and it makes me feel so stupid. I should be over you. It was a two week relationship three years ago, but I still can't stop thinking about what we could've been. I was going to give you my first kiss that day, and ever since I've felt like you still should have it. Why do I think that? What have you done that makes me decide it belongs to you, somehow? There are days I beg God to stop having you show up in my dreams, doing you

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Joan Was Thrown From the Ark by LoveMeSomeATLA, literature

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Joan Was Thrown From the Ark

Alice by LoveMeSomeATLA, literature

Michal by LoveMeSomeATLA, literature

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Michal

YJ: Obscurity by LoveMeSomeATLA, literature

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YJ: Obscurity

Raconteur by LoveMeSomeATLA, literature

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Raconteur

Yj: The Way I See You by LoveMeSomeATLA, literature

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Yj: The Way I See You

Bright Bright Lights by LoveMeSomeATLA, literature

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Bright Bright Lights

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Green Lantern TAS :: Fixing the Past by VanishingStarlight, literature

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Green Lantern TAS :: Fixing the Past

"Aya, just listen for a moment. Please." "Green Lantern, did you listen to me when I asked? When I pleaded? No. So I shall return the favor." Hal opened his mouth, but couldn't find any words. It was true. She'd had problems and he had been unwilling to listen. But there had been good reason for that! They'd been in the middle of rescuing the Red Lanterns! He'd promised they'd talk later. But still. The fact remained that she was right. Feeling defeated, he stood down, glancing sideways at Kilowog, who had also attempted to talk sense into Aya. The Bolovaxian just sighed, shrugging. They were running out of ideas here. "This is my fault." H

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Jan 5, 2016

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I just read a book with a young gay teen girl character who falls in love but the girl betrays her and then she dies for other reasons and it's really fucking with me emotionally for some reason. I regret not coming out earlier, when there were people to experiment with and who would have been nice about it and not taken advantage of me and looking to find themselves, too. I regret waiting long enough until my friends think it's just me looking for attention or to hook up with other college girls. I regret saying and doing stupid things and not realizing how unloveable it would make me. I regret reading books where people like me love, an

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May 19, 2015

My sisters are telling me that being super-angry because the pastor of our church gave the "man+woman=only way to be holy" talk is "hateful" and that I shouldn't "stoop to his level". Sometimes I wish I wasn't the only queer person in my immediate fa...